My name is Marten. I made the journey to see and hear
Caligastia / Bob in late October of this year, 2005. The idea for the
trip was first suggested by David Price, one of the Advens, and a short time
later it became a reality with my graceful host Bob and his canine companions.
This posting is a summary of my experiences and the trip.
I have been following the logic and experiences presented by Caligastia
on his HQ web site for roughly seven years now. Being raised a Catholic,
my initial reaction to the information was fear and anger because the ideas
were clearly outside church teaching, but despite an elevated emotional response
I was determined to dig deeper and suspend judgment until I could defeat the
logic with valid arguments. I am on a search for truth where I can
find it and I have to be willing to allow a certain amount of latitude when
ideas are to be run to the ground and proven to have foundation.
Many years ago I was exposed to a big blue book (UB) that was presented
to me as containing a bigger picture of what exists outside what is readily
observable – the structure and organization of the ‘heavens’ and the ‘universe’.
Clearly this was also outside the teachings of the Church, but again latitude
must be allowed if one is going to expand their perspective. I have
to say that the first third of the book was a complete waste of time for me.
Endless lists of personalities that I had never heard of, and all arranged
into a tightly organized top-down fascist bureaucracy.
To be sure, the Father was at the top, but the farther away from Him, the
more the system seemed to be wrong-headed. And somewhere in there evil
crept in and created a division in the universe. We have been told this
from the start – that almost from the very beginning evil has existed.
Corruption also exists in this universe – and once this is realized, then
it is only a matter of time before a blame game begins – who is the cause
of this evil. The UB is rife with the stench of the blame game.
The mortal perspective does not allow for a high enough perspective to make
sense of all this – the best we can do is live good and holy lives and then
see what happens. So I found the latter parts of the UB to be more interesting
– the history of spiritual evolution – the life of Jesus Christ. And
then I left it untouched for years and tried to concentrate on the task we
have all been given. Live good lives, pass judgment and get into heaven.
One name stuck with me though – Melchizedek – because it was repeated in
the Catholic mass. So I made an exhaustive search of the word
– and among many other things found the HQ web site. So seven years
later I had asked as many questions as I could think of, and the single greatest
point of proof for me resides with the Revelation Code.
There is clear and undeniable logic of purpose to the work of the Apostle
John, as written into Revelation and referenced in Daniel. Everything
revealed in the Rev Code points to messaging being sent forward for someone
to re-discover and to use to find his way. Again this points to a celestial
personality going into the darkness of mortality, and then finding his way
out again. The story is remarkable and perfectly executed, with the
evil side of the equation being powerless to prevent it.
So, I went to see for myself, and confirm as best I could by kicking the
tires – so to speak – the reality that Bob/Caligastia lives. I flew
into Colorado Springs and drove to meet him at a local restaurant – he wanted
to look in my eyes before agreeing to anything. I too wanted to make
sure that he was not a drooler, and it only took a few minutes to find a comfort
level for both of us. So, I stayed with Bob for about five days.
Before I arrived, Bob told me he asked Old One about me. Old One said
that he should give me what I want. So the question was – what did I
want? I was a bit taken back – the question gets to the heart of the
matter right away. I told Bob that I want to make the journey and see
what unfolds – I want to confirm all the proofs possible – and I want to
discover the truth, whatever it is. Ultimately I want to be an ascendant
soul, and I want to pass judgment. “Seek and yea shall find” – followed
by “don’t and you won’t”. Well I was seeking. So, questions and
more questions were put to Bob for all five days. And he provided answers
to all questions – and often offered even more information than I had requested.
This kept us up late into the wee hours most every day, with the company of
his two sweet dogs – they quickly accepted me as part of the household.
On the Friday we set out to the Lair so Bob could show me the faces and
personalities that are documented on HQ. They really are much more
visible in person, and the really amazing thing is the relationships between
them. I shot both color and black and white photos. The B&W
really brings out details that the color film doesn’t show. For example,
the Angel. We had seen how she changed over time. Her face disappeared
at one time. She was holding a book. Well now she looks as beautiful
as ever, and appears to now be holding a sword instead of the book.
The sword is pointing down with her hands resting on the hilt. Bob has
copies of all the images and a set on disk, so he is free to post the images
Saturday was spent developing film, examining the pictures, and lots of
discussion. I have already said the single most convincing thing for
me is the Rev Code, but I have to say the story is also represented on these
rocks. Whether or not one buys into the reality in Bob’s head, you
have to admit that he lives this reality fully and completely on so many
levels. If it is all an illusion and a big coincidence, then at the
very least it is a very grand and elaborate illusion. All weekend I
kept shaking my head. Here I am talking to either a crazy man of severe
delusion or The Planetary Prince – there is no middle ground, and it is looking
more and more like the crazy angle is not in play. So maybe I am the
one with the delusion – but my eyes are telling me something different.
The question of the purpose of my presence here kept coming up – and in
truth I still have no answer. Most everyone that shows up seems to
have a reason for doing so. Bob said that Old One had been particularly
quiet all weekend, which was unusual when someone comes to stay with him
– again I have no answer. I don’t describe myself as being ‘dimensional’
in any way – at least not intentionally. I was taking things as they
came, and trying not to read more into things than were really there.
Bob was trying to set up a meeting with an associate of his that lives nearby
– her name is Pat. He has mentioned her on a recent posting, and he
described her as being very dimensionally active. We would try to meet
up with her and her husband the next day on the way to the area behind Angel’s
So, on Sunday we woke up to a particularly cool day. Frost on the
grass and low level clouds. The cloud cover held as we made our way
up into the mountains. We stopped in to meet with Pat and ended up
staying for some time, which allowed us to build a level of friendship, and
allowed the clouds to clear off and the sun to shine. Pat seems to
be very connected with her surroundings – she ‘feels’ changes in the earth
and in the timeline. This has been verified several times for her –
911 being one time – and the activation of parts of the Keep complex being
another. Bob and I then went to check out some more ‘rock elements’
for a couple hours. The sun was now bright and getting low – so good
late day contrast was everywhere and we got some good pictures. I was
shown a few very large elements that stick out like a sore thumb – they were
undeniable really and fit with the geometry of the whole complex. I
am being a bit vague here because Bob has not spoken about some of these
elements as they may be still ‘in play’.
Anyway, we headed back to Pat’s and spent the evening sharing experiences
and I was very happy to speak with these very sane and kind people about HQ
and the whole end times situation. I had the impression that as Pat
asks questions, she already knows or feels much about the answer before she
asks the question – and then measures your response against this. Again,
these are feelings, and I could see that both Pat and her husband were genuinely
seeking my opinion, and gently testing me to both gauge my sincerity and
hear what I had to say. There are very few people that I can talk freely
with about these subjects, because the usual reaction is very negative and
fearful, or instantly dismissed.
We went outside and the sky was bright with stars in the clear cool mountain
air – a very crisp evening and very black being so far away from any visible
lights or houses. The sky was busy with aircraft, the odd satellite,
and the occasional falling star (meteor, not angel). We pointed and
talked for a while, identified the Doppler shift in a couple locations, and
a few constellations. Personally, I have seen this Doppler shift since
I was 12, and always near the horizon – so I am thinking that it is atmospheric.
Light at low angles bends as it passes through the air or water – this is
why we have colorful sunsets and rainbows. Bob thinks otherwise, but
OK. So we disagree on a small point.
I left these very sincere people with a most content feeling – like I had
just met some truly special souls. Bob and I and the dogs headed back
to town, which was a good hour drive away. At this point Bob and I are
just happy to sit quietly and watch the road. Then Bob says he wants
me to keep an eye on the sky – even though there is a security ship
directly above him at all times – well, just keep an eye open. So we
bump along for about another ten minutes. I have my binoculars in use,
and then I spot a cluster of lights that are not moving. Before I say
anything, Bob says “there‘s a ship”. And he doesn’t sound pleased.
Old One doesn’t show off, so he is thinking bad guys. We drive on a
few hundred yards and pull over – I watch through the lenses and see about
seven lights in a horizontal stagger pattern. The middle light is flashing
red to a slow pulse – and they just hold this position for another good minute.
They are about four fingers above the horizon, which now is a mountain across
the ravine we are coming down. There is no movement, and this is not
any aircraft that I have seen. I spot other normal aircraft in the sky
as I look around. Clear sky and no clouds. Then the cluster slowly
fades out and disappears – maybe three seconds – and then reappears the same
way. We start driving again and the lights stay on for maybe another
minute and then fade and are gone. No movement the whole time, and
difficult to say how far away. Bob says that only a big ship with status
ever does the red light thing – at least a 500 footer. And he said
that a detail of Defiants was dispatched to deal with this. And that
was it. I guess I saw a UFO. We speculate on the drive back who
it may have been, and why. No clear answers follow.
We spend a late evening going doing a recap of the weekends activities and
experiences. Old One has been very quiet for the whole time. I
still have no idea what I am supposed to do with all I have learned, but I
have learned a considerable amount. I have about run out of questions
– imagine that. Here I am sitting with the Planetary Prince and I have
run out of questions. My head is swimming with thoughts, so I zone out
now and then as I process everything. OK, enough. More answers
than questions usually means that I get quiet. We watch a movie and
try not to out-think the weekends events.
I spend the next day mostly by myself. Bob has errands to run with
his dog who is fighting an eye problem, and I do the tourist thing and go
hiking. The sun is hot and warm enough to sun tan. Colorado really
is very beautiful, and fall is my favorite time of the year. For dinner
I meet up with Bob and we go out to eat. I still have more answers than
questions and it is light conversation and good humor. He talks to
me about personal matters, and I am grateful for his advice. I have
gained a friend, and have tried to be useful during my visit. Bob has
prepared to make a small impact when he leaves. I can see that he is
waiting for the moment to reveal itself..
I flew out early the next morning feeling like the trip was a great success.
I had an idea that I wanted proofs of some kind before I arrived, but without
specific expectation. I thought that if I looked the old man in the
eye and spent a bit of time with him then I would ‘know’. Well I definitely
got more than I expected. From where I sit Bob, you definitely are crazy
- but you are not insane. You are definitely on ‘the give’ and not
‘the take’. You were most kind to take me in and give me all the time
you did. You do, however, make yourself out to be older than you really
are – nothing a haircut and a close shave wouldn’t fix . Many thanks.
I must also give recognition to my lovely wife, who has had a difficult
time with everything about this to date, and rightfully so. She is
relieved that I have returned safely from this trip unscathed and apparently
not part of some wacky cult. While she did not trust anything about
my going on this trip – she did trust and believe in me, and in my books
that means everything.